Her: If
you know me at all you know that I am always going. And going.
And going. And going. And I love
every minute of it. This is why I can home school, raise five kids, blog and start a new business all at the same
time. This is the way God made me and it
serves me well. But what I am not good
at is stopping to smell the roses. How
would I do that? I am always zooming by at
100 miles an hour. I don’t even see the
roses! Troy is amazing at this and I have found myself learning from his
example over the years. I am beginning
to appreciate the journey more and more, not just the finished product.
The change has
been slow and sometimes painful. I have
to make a conscious effort to do this and many days my flesh gets in the
way. I just want to get SOMETHING done. I am tortured by the call of things
unfinished and find life’s interruptions inconvenient to say the least. But I have made progress! I can see it with my kiddos: letting them
finish their stuttering sentences, watching them play, interacting with them
more. This has been a struggle for me, a
learned art.
There is nothing
wrong with being a doer. Today I got up
at 7:30 a.m. and accomplished the following:
got ready for the day, read my blog devotions, helped my oldest make
eggs, loaded the dishwasher, started, finished, folded and put away a load of
laundry, got my youngest ready for the day, received two phone calls, ate
breakfast (This was a feat all of its own.
I had to reheat my breakfast burrito 3x!), all while babysitting my
younger two, homeschooling the older three and correcting behavior frequently
(with five there is always someone needing guidance). Now it was time to start
blogging. I sat down in front of my
computer at 9:45 a.m. when my hubby dropped by unannounced. I am usually fully annoyed by such
interruption but today I just enjoyed him.
He left and I was back to work. 10:05
a.m. I was heading back to the computer when this crawled into my lap:
And
her dolly . . .
And
now her dolly in her shoe . . .
Now
dolly is dancing on my computer.
And
I loved every minute of it.
I am finding so
much joy in my new found peace. A little more Mary and a little less Martha.
Luke 10:38-42 :)
You & I are peas in a pod! I had to be fully stopped to get this. We're making progress, little by little. Love you my dear!
ReplyDeleteYes, bedrest will totally force you to surrender. With God's direction we will conquer this!
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